Karma

Karma's a bitch so don't go around breaking other people's hearts if you don't want others breaking yours.

Chase You Down Until You Love Me

What can I say that hasn't already been said?

That Lady Gaga's magical and so real, as a personality and as an artiste. She does what she believes in, lives it and breathes it. And she really works her ass off. It was special as it was her first time headlining a 10,000-crowd concert. I liked how she constantly engaged the crowd, knowing that the her being awesome wasn't good enough and the audience's reaction was what she had to evoke. Plenty of fucks, middle fingers, outrageous posing and a 15-minute Pokerface certainly did that.

At the end everyone was proud of Chilli Crab, astounded to have sung "I Love Singapore" 3 days after National Day and changed their facebook status to "Lady Gaga said to fuck off!" .

I was inspired by her boundless energy and work ethic. She's not just a blonde bitch in a buncha bubbles. She's Lady Gaga.

A Bit Lost

It's just that sinking feeling that I can't describe, the kind where you're in a dark place and you just feel helpless. As hard as I try, I can't pinpoint what's causing it. It might be because I'm not busy, or for the first time I don't feel focused.

The new school semester has started and it's a pain to go through the entire cycle once more. I enjoy most of my lessons so I want to take those that I'm interested in so I won't regret. I don't want to end up with lousy grades. I don't want to end up having to SU a mod.

And somehow it's just so different having to go home at the end of the day. Kind of weird but I'm just going to have to tell myself that it's OK.

I think I just need some time to get back into the groove of everything. Going to school again is like being a stranger in your own home.

You've got that right. I hate this part right here.

Mr Procrastinator

I did go for a run eventually.

But that was after doing nothing online for about 2 hours. I told myself the night before that I would get up early and I did. I just couldn't stop myself from turning on the computer even though I've visited ONTD and facebook the night before. I just stoned and found every reason not to get out of the house until I was so disgusted with myself that I dragged myself, running shoes and all, out of the door, one and a half hours later than what I'd expected.

I guess I'm somewhat motivated. I did manage to go for a run in the end. But I can't help but think of all the time I could've saved if I hadn't moped around and try to convince myself that I should be chilling at home instead.

I think it's the computer's fault. I will not turn it on in the morning.

When I was on ONTD during lectures it wasn't really a waste of time becuase I was sort of multi-tasking - being entertained and attending a lesson at the same time. Now it's just completely not worth my time! Argh!

To more exercise and less procrastination.

Bye Bye Bintan

Okay, just a few photos of the last day spent in Bintan. There weren't many photos because we kept to the same old places and we were rushing to be in time for the ferry home.

We actually overslept and missed the buffet breakfast so we got out our cup noodles instead! One bad thing about the Nirwana Beach Club cabana rooms is that they don't provide hot water flasks or the equivalent. We had to walk out to the dining area where the waitress was very helpful and prepared everything for us As we had our breakfast by the beach!





This is the platform that's an awesome place to chill out whether it's day or night!



We went back to the Pool Bar to chill again!



This time we got Budy to make us three drinks which all looked rather exotic. They were splashed with bright orangey tones and tasted refreshing. There was this lady in a bikinichilling out there... until her boyfriend came over with a birty cake and they started playing the song for her at the bar.

The best part was that just as I was wondeng how the two of them were going to finish the cake, they offered me and my friend a piece each, and a huge one for Budy! Hahaha... it was awesome.

I like how Bintan is much more relaxed than say, Phuket but because we ere in the hotel most of the time we didn't get to do much exploring. I suppose there's a need to strike a balance but I enjoyed myself a lot and I'll probably want to go back soon, just to go for tht trekking trip I missed!

This Is A Photo Post

First up, last Friday's OGL Kbox. I had a hell lot of fun and we're going again this Friday! YAY!!!









This is the last time I'm going to put the camera on timer. I only come back just in time and everyone looks cuddled and stuck together while I look like an outcast. It's not happening again you hear me? NEVER!

My cousin celebrated her 21st birthday last saturday (next saturday's my grandfather's birthday celebration) and it was quite the party. The highlight would be me singing Lady Gaga songs into my Primary 3 cousin's ear. She was very very irritated. Everyone else was very very tickled.





And finally, Sequeena and I celebrated Si Hua's birthday with a steamboat at Bugis! Woah, the "new" DSLR is really cool and Nana brought out my camwhoring side which I've kept hidden for very very long!











JUST DANCE!