Been Awhile

After flopping 207, it's nice to know that I'm good at something.

Post-Birthday Breakfast

And so on Saturday morning, the three of us stumbled upon somewhere in BV...

Streams of... Stuff

Expectations vs Reality

Clearing the clutter and giving focus to objectives and aims. Specialising in something of value instead of doing so many things at once - but am able to see the bigger picture.

Sorting out, being organised from my surroundings to docs in the laptop. Sorting out the mess.

Fulfilling promises, taking things seriously, totally no more ZZJ? Not about being selfish.

I've been pushing myself but am I going the right direction?

Maybe focus on EBM next semester. Check w bf on how it is. Stories to tell. Truths. Script. Technical skills. Vision. Make something engaging. View others' videos? Something revolutionary.

Writing. Writing? Writing! Writing.

Exercise. I haven't exercised in a long time. When running used to make me feel so alive.

I've to find a way to earn money, and have a life. Only 2 more tuition sutents left. Still torn over whether I should attend concerts. Or gather enough moolah to hit the clubs after the exams.

A new project? Something to call my own? To invest time & effort in? To mould/sharpen my skills? To learn. Photography? Exploration of new places. Taking chances. Finding a niche. Hard work & dedication to make something happen. Lots of writing. Separating casual from professional.

Goals list.

Music is my heaven. What I want the most now is probably all the CDs on the BIllboard 200 Chart and a worldclass sound system, a nice comfy room with a parquet floor, and a mattress on that floor, air con at full blast and a warm cup of chocolate (sounds like my room at home sans said CD collection & sound system).

And a good book. Been some time since one of those.

Hall Celebration

It's a tradition for the Hall Queen to help the Hall Prince cut cake. Well at least Jing Ying did it last year!



Hall 12 Seniors!



My OG - Halphas!



Desperate to show a bit of love. I was guessing he'd do that. I'd taken a couple thousand of his photos during pageant training and there was probably only one that he didn't have some weird expression!

K lar Bernard you rock lar don't emo if you see this okay.



Another Halphas shot. LPY is going off liaoz. SOB.



Hall 12 de cha bo si bei chio arh... 1, 2, 3, 4...



It's hard to refuse with the Hall Prez offers alcohol. And Da Jun kept encouraging.



I think the reason we took this photo was that we wanted one before I became dead drunk.



And I'm probably the noisiest person when I'm drunk. And I drank some more. (No thanks to Shaun! BOOO...) Until the security guard came up. HDD and LRQ took me for a while and I got to express all my feelings in my drunken stupor. That was probably one of the most memorable things I've done to celebrate this birthday... getting drunk... TBH I don't know if last year was worse or this year.

I think this year, because it actually required panadol to cure.

Truth

Michael said that when we act, we search for truth. Truth of the moment. Truth in emotions. The pillar of truth is just something we want to lean against, always believing in what is real. It's why we search so desperately for it, most of the time. It's also why we hate it when we're being presented with false fronts.

But I guess... sometimes it's also what we pursue.

Books. Music.

They build an illusory mind in search for the truth.

Nana's 22nd

Last week we went to celebrate Nana's 22nd Birthday! So there's one more from the trio left! Haha... Enjoyed myself a lot although I was bloody tired. I went to Brewerkz for the first time. The food is quite awesome. I don't mind going back there again. Gosh... I haven't been writing any entries with depth. But I blame the partying.

And my lack of depth.