Everything Feels A Bit Better

Sometimes when you are down you have to be in a crowded place, surrounded by people and numbed by alcohol. Yeah, sometimes I feel like that.

Today I tried something a little different. Turning on emo songs by Texas, Rachael Yamagata and Lee Ryan. Walking in the park, sitting down on the bench, staring into the sky. It was dark and kinda scary but it was peaceful and cooling and calming. I was alone with my thoughts, grappling with my feelings and trying to sort things out in my head. And it was good, surprisingly. It all came together in the end. I felt better. My steps were lighter, despite the boots!

I like how I'm learning every step of the way. Everything feels a bit better.