Waiting is painful because there's tension. Unresolved tension. Tension that comes from something needing to be done. It's not easily brushed away. I wish it were. I wish I could not care. I never thought of myself as being dramatic. But I'm emotional.
Today it'll be quite late. And I'm very tired. Maybe it's a life station thing. I don't know. I know some people are in it for the challenge and they view everything like one huge game, enjoying the ride. Winning or losing is not the most important thing.
But I wish it'd be easier. As you said, you didn't think it'd be this hard.
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